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Never enough.

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  I'm never enough,


Never Pretty enough.
Never skinny enough.
Never happy enough.
Never nice enough.
Never entertaining enough.
Never tall enough.
Never perfect enough.


My ass is never big enough.

Never squishie enough.
Never firm enough.


My boobs are never perky enough.
Never big enough.
Never round enough.
Never bouncey enough.


My face doesn't turn faces.
Never pimple free.
Never perfect eye brows.
Never enough cover up.


My stomach is never small enough.
Never cute or sexy.

My hips don't stick out enough.

My legs are not shaped good enough.
Never long enough.
Never curve enough.


My feet are way too big.
Never cute and small.
Never not swell.


I have stretch marks,

I have scar's,
I have lots of black heads and pimples,


It's not what I want..
I want to be happy with myself but my standers are way too high..

 

I'm never good enough..

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Oct. 10th, 2008

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o.o i write alot of pointless shit XD. Yeah I got Two Livejournals. What the fuck are you going to do about it D:<
I have to break a spoon. I got my needles the other day and now im sick as fuuuuccckkkk

Jul. 25th, 2008

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Hi *gooby*.

TALK TO ME ;-;


kljudstgfjrldg;lfjy LOOOOOOOOOOL

Lol This Is Funny.

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Lulz Me And My Mom Were Talking And She's Really Fucking Tired.

Me: No Jutsu Is Really Cool.
Mom: Is That A Form Of Exercise ?
Me: *Falls Off Chair, smashing head on desk, laughing loudly* NOO XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!
Mom: D:<<<<<< Bitch Don't Be Sooo Mean. Stop Making Fun Of Me!!
Me: "
Is That A Form Of Exercise ?" *Retarded Voice*
Mom: Stfu Bitch!!!
Me: 'Lulz Wut ?
Mom: *Smacks* FUUUUCK YOUUUUU

That Was It Lol. It'ss Funny. Well Thats All I'm Saying

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....Ugh...Life....

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Well...I Had A shower... It Was Nice... My Leg Started Bleeding again...*Sigh*... This morning i was FINALLY sleeping in and FUCKING Jocelyn Calls and my mom wakes me up because she didn't know i was sleeping. Jocelyn didn't let me get off the phone to sle- GREAT SHE CALLED AGAIN, I'm pissed off at the fact that she keeps calling and she keeps fucking bitching or making me hold on and listen to her bitch about people or scream at people. I really want more sleep, but i had a shower and I've been awake for too long, so now i can't go back to sleep, SO FUCK YOU WORLD AND ALL YOUR HAPPY-FUCKING-NESS D:< Shes fucking bitching again..*sigh*...

Writer's Block: I Made It Myself

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What have you made using your own two hands?

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I made bread :D and a wooden table :D
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Well I Was On The Phone With Barbara Jane For 2 Hours 9 Minutes And 55 Seconds :D. It Was Awesome Until Her Phone Died Dx. Well Josh Got Mad At Me >3<. I'm Going To Call Barbara Jane Back Later :3. My Head Phones Were In My Crotch Now There All Warm XDDDD, Yeah I Know It's Odd And Awkward Telling You This But Still, You Needed To Know And Deep Down It Turns You On So Much xP. Now I'm Going To Do A Quiz :D


RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!




IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Up & Down - Scent
(O.o Wow xD)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Blue Water - Black Rock
(D: That Sounds Emo D:)


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Open Your Mind - DJ Irene

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Bitches - Mindless Self Indulgence
(So True Girlfriend *Gay*)


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Booty Bass Mega Mix - DJ Scratch
(O_________O !!?!!?!?!?!?!?!)


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Harlequin - Sven Vath

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Symphony No. 5 - Beethoven

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
The Marriage Of Figaro - Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sweet Sorrow - Ferry Corsten
(So true..)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
A Little Bit Of Action - Nadia
('Lulz Wut?!)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Numa Numa - O-Zone (English Version)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Maximum The Hormone - Zetsubou Billy
(o.o I Never Knew That. And It's My Theme *O*)


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Boom, Boom, Boom, Boom! - Venga Boys.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Angel - DJ Liquid
(*Nods* ....It's A Great Song..But It Makes Me Cry...)


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Vicinity Of Obscenity - System Of A Down.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Thanks For Nothing - Dope.
(Lawzl Thats Pretty Funny)


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Thanks For The Memories - Fall Out Boy.
(*O* Amazing.)


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Faint - Linkin Park

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
You're Shining - Styles & Breeze.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I Got The Key Remix - Urban Cookie Collection

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Pens And Needles - Hawthorne Heights

What Does Everybody Think Of You When They See/Talk To You?
Escape 2000 - Kaycee

What Is The Meaning Of Life?
Wir - Wassermann

You Think Of Yourself As?
Nintendo Tetris - DJ Some Dip Shit.

'Love' Means, What To You?
Milk Shakes - Good Night Nurse

You Think Brian Is ?
The Very Best Of Homer Simpsons (Techno Remix) - Simpsons

Eating Is ?
Technologic - Daft Punk

Sleeping Is ?
Ichirin no Hana ~Huge Hollow Mix~ - High And Mighty Color

Money Is ?
Mindless Self indulgence - Kill The Rock

Why Am Is Barbara Jane Sick?
Smurf Theme Techno Remix - Happy Hardcore

Why Is The Ceiling White ?
Sailor Moon Theme

Why Does Glass Break ?
Light Sleeper - Hawthorne Heights

Why Am Is Barbara Jane Upset?
What I've Down - Linkin Park.

Thats Was A Lot Of Fun I Guess. Well...I Feel Horrible And Stupid Right Now..I should die.. I made Martin Feel Bad...I'm So Horrible..I Should Have Never Talked To Her..I Should Have Went On With My Life Without Out Even Starting To Talk To Her. I Should Have Never Added Her. Maybe Life Would Be Different. But Then Anna Might Be Dead...So Thats A Down Fall On Everything..Ugh..I Don't Know Anymore...I Think I Should Take A Break From Talking To Them All But Anna... Well Bye For Now..

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Writer's Block: Take A Load Off

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How do you relax after a hard day of work?

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I punch you in the face.

Anna Owns Your Soul BITCH!!!

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Well Hi People I Don't Know :D! I Would Like To Tell You That I Am Pudding, All Hail Pudding! I Was Talking To Anna Today And We're Going To Beat Her Brother At Work Real Good :D Kristen! At The Disco!
Well It Was All Good Until Josh Came In And Said He Was Going To Kill Himself....I Don't Know What I'm Going To Do If He Dies..I'll Be My Breaking Point If He Does...So Much Shit Has Been Happening Lately. My Life Is Going Downwards, Everything Isn't Going Right...My Life Is In The Shit Hole Finally...I Might As Well Go Kill Myself. No One Needs Me...No One Truly Loves Me... I Mean Come On..I'm Just Pudding For Gods Sakes...Well...Maybe I'll go to the park for a bit or something. I think i should. And i will...Later on. But First I Have To Kick Ass Like A Bad Ass Mother Fucker.

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